All the intense, warp speed creating I did through November was fun and fulfilling, and it did me in. I needed a rest. So I rested.
Now I’m back. My well of inspiration is full again, to the brim and bubbling over. (Watch out. You might get splashed!) I am itching to get creating again. Writing stuff. Drawing stuff. Making stuff.
I am in a New Year. Possibilities abound.
Yesterday I made myself a list, ‘Stuff I’m Doing’, and posted it beside my studio work table. I used sheets of paper from my sketchbook and my set of fifty Crayola felt pens. My list covers the first six months of this year, and has lots of room for additions, alterations, and addendums. Even my lists are drafts.
At the top of the list is the second draft of my book. I have been struggling with this for more than a year. The main problem—no clarity on how my book needs to be structured.
Structure did not matter while writing the first draft. Now it does, and it has had me baffled.
I was thinking of my book structure as written in stone. I have to get it right. Totally scared myself, saying I have to get it right. Stopped me for all of last year. That is sad.
Actually, I don’t have to get it right. I have to get it down on the page. This is exactly what I tell myself when I am writing content. I don’t have to get it right. Just get the words down and then I can change them.
I am now treating my book structure like I treat my content. It’s a draft, a work in progress that is allowed to shift to meet the needs of the book as I create it.
What a relief! This feels so much better. I have space to play with my book’s structure. Get it sort of right. Get it wrong. Get it eventually right.
Why didn’t I think of this earlier? Probably because I have never moved past first draft in a piece of book-length writing. No experience at this. A total newbie.
So here I am. A New Year. New ideas and space to play. I am closing my first week of January 2017 by meeting with two of my artist-writer friends. Tomorrow we are having lunch together. We’ve promised to bring writing (two of us) and paintings (one of us) to share and receive help. The best way of all to begin my year. Sharing creativity with friends.
Happy New Year, All! Let us give ourselves full permission to play, and space to create what we love, through love, all year long.
Now go make something.
Thank you, Meg Ward, for your listening ear and sage advice in getting me started again on my second draft. Meg has an info page at http://www.shareyourbigidea.com/