Know. Trust. Choose. Create. This is what I do every day to consciously create my life. Small things, like a conveniently placed parking spot or a table in my favourite cafe. Big things, like an artist residency.
Some of my creations take time, like the artist residency. I keep watch for the things that support it, and act on them. I am building my creation, and the path to it. Each action fitted to the next.
I have a partner in this. I call my partner Source, or God, or the Great Creator, or the One Energy, or the Universe. Source loves creating. Source is creation energy, whole and complete.
What I am doing takes love, lots of it. It takes attention, wide and inviting, open and allowing. The more I do this, the more I love, the better I get at creating my life, and the better my life gets.
Here is what Dee Wallace says in her weekly e-blast, January 26, 2015, about what gets in the way of creating my life:
‘Whenever you feel out of sorts or imbalanced, ask yourself these four guiding questions:
-Am I in love with myself in this moment?
-Am I loving others in this moment?
-Am I here, in the present, or worrying about the future or the past?
-Am I remembering I am my own creator? Or have I given my creation away to something or someone else in this moment?’
Dee is talking about paying attention and making conscious choices. I choose I love myself and others, unconditionally. I choose I am here always in this present moment. I choose I create my life. I don’t just choose these things. I feel them, all the way through me.
Creation, for me, is like music. When the singers and the musical instruments are in tune and in time with each other, the music flows through me, clear, sweet, warm to my senses, and the song is created.
When one or more of the singers and instruments sound the wrong note, are off-key or off-timing, the music stutters and sours and jars me. The song and the flow of the song are marred or stopped. The song is created differently than it was intended, or stops being created altogether.
Creating my life moves exactly like creating music. Harmony, timing, flow. It is intention, attention, and the energy of love I am playing with. It is Source as my partner, each of us in harmony with the other through love.
Know. Trust. Choose. Create. This is what I do.
Know. Feel the earth under my feet and feel the breath in my body. Let my thoughts slow until the feeling in my body takes the place of the words in my head. Here. This quiet place. Feel the love I have for myself, open, full, unconditional. Let it fill all the space that I am. I am only and all Love.
Trust. Let the love for myself spill beyond me, out into the world, the Universe around me. Wide. Accepting and allowing all. Love. Unconditional.
Choose. Let my awareness be here now, chosen and grounded in this love and this moment, focused on the intention of my creation. Feel my creation with all of my senses here in front of me, created out of love.
Create. Feel surely and completely I am this unconditional love, I am the creator of my life and all in it. My love, my attention and intention, my clear choosing, and my loving knowing, here and now. This energy. This music. This song. Love creates me. I create love. I choose this.
I choose love.
Know. Trust. Choose. Create. I choose this song.
Mentioned in this post:
Dee Wallace. https://iamdeewallace.com/. Dee’s new book Getting Stuff: Everything is Possible is about creating through love. A clear, detailed, easy read. Get it, read it, and go create your life!
Thank you, big sister Dee, for inspiring this blog post.